Awake

I look within now I see there isn't much there inside to be found But I know there's a way And it's not much to say I'll be there This feeling I get There is something I fear inside It's growing within me I keep saying that it can't be true I walk on forward Climb up to the hill I'm giving way but I'm not giving in And when you're around I'm breathing but I'm not awake I don't need you anymore To lead me on so far astray Now I've shut my doors I'm leaving and I'm now awake I'm tired of this Truth through a carnival mirror I was made to feel broken And feel like I wasn't worth a chance I open my eyes And it's breathing behind its guise Elation deceived me Pacified what I was meant to feel I walked on forward Climbed up to the hill I made it to the top and let it in And when you're around I'm breathing but I'm not awake I don't need you anymore To lead me on so far astray Now I've shut my doors I'm leaving and I'm now awake I was letting go And then you came along And pulled me through Now I'll soar high and fly And when you are around I'm breathing but I'm not awake I don't need you anymore To lead me on so far astray Now I've shut my doors I'm leaving and I'm now awake So when you were around I was breathing but I was not awake I didn't need you anymore Just so you could tell me I'll fall Now I've shut my doors I've left you and I've taken my call Now I've shut my doors I've left you and I've taken my call Now that I have let go I couldn't be anymore awake